I love that I’m very optimistic in a world full of pessimistic people.
I love being loving. I show the ones who mean the most to me that mean everything to me all the time…. Maybe more than they like.
I’m always curious about leaving new things. Knowledge is power.
Day 16 of my 31 day challenge complete.
short….sweet & to the point:
Learned how to not give a…. You Know.
Stop being a people pleaser.
I’m out here doing me, which I love.
Day 2 of my 31 day challenge complete.
Yesterday I spent the day cleaning, cooking and doing my hair. I did something that I wouldn’t normally do. What I did was since it was a beautiful day out, instead of having the air on I opened my window and I went back and forth from my Spotify and Google Play Music and I was jamming with my window open without a care in the word. I didn’t care if my neighbors could hear my music I was just enjoying myself because I’m always so careful and I think too much about what people that , but yesterday I didn’t give two pieces if fried chicken. If I have to put up with the craziness that comes with my neighbors, they can listen to my not so loud but loud enough to get my Wednesday afternoon jam on (hair flip).
I am trying to get some work done.
I keep a stash of emergency chocolate in my freezer.
I wish I could speak my mind without hurting the feelings of others.
I love lazy days.
I dance all over my house when nobody is home.
I sing loud and proud.
I think that this month (June) is going to be my month!
I really need to stop procrastinating.
I need people to listen to me the first time.
I should relax more.
I can do it!
I like looking at YouTube and Netflix.
I make the most of everyday.
I always find a way.
I love my natural hair. I started my natural hair journey in October 2015 and man when I was in my transitioning phase it was so hard dealing with two textured hair. The root of my hair where the natural heathy hair was the length of 4 and a half to 5 inches long then. My unhealthy (relaxed) hair was the rest of the way down and it was about 5 inches and it was very stringy. When I would do twist outs it would be beautiful from the healthy part, but at the relaxed end it looked all thin and blah. I didn’t like it so after transitioning for five months I decided at 11 o’clock p.m. on February 6, 2016 that I would big chop my hair well, my momma did it for me and I love it. I only have to deal with one texture and that my heathy hair. Right now my hair is getting longer and I love to wear it in a fro and a curly fro braid and flat twist. My next hair adventure is so get box braid are crochet twist so I can have my hair in a style for a while so it will grow more. I really can’t wait till my hair grows past my shoulders because the bigger the hair the more they stare. Embracing my natural side is one of the best things that I could do because I never knew my hair could be like this, it gives me confident and it makes me feel like a different woman because no style is ever the same.
It’s been raining for three days on and off and I love it. The sound of the rain fall is like untold music to my ears. I think clearly when it’s raining, it’s like when the rain is pouring so does my thoughts. Though it looks all gloomy and dark outside this is a perfect time to stay in bed all day and watch Netflix, maybe even read a book or just think about life. I think that’s what I could spent half of my day since I still have to work today ,but just an hour or two will do.
I read a quote by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow “The best thing one can do when it’s raining is to let it.” This is so true. What I got from this quote is that you can’t stop the rain. The rain is just something you have no control over just like life you can’t control things that you don’t have control over, so just go with the flow. As I was sitting here on these rainy days I’ve been thinking a lot about my life and there is just so much that need to be done and I know that it will get done if it was meant to be done, but I have no control over certain situations and I have to just see how it plays out. It kind of weird though because I am that person who I need to know “Who? What? Where? When? And Why?” I need to learn how to chill is what I need to do.
Something that makes me feel better, always:
When I listen to to music I tend to feel like I’m in my own world and it doesn’t matter what happen a few minutes prior to me putting in my headphones because once the headphones goes on all my troubles just float away and I can think clearly. I start thinking about how I can improve myself and that whatever mad me angry or depressed that I can get over it because I have my mind on something else. Music has always set the mood for me. It always tells the story that I without me saying a word. I just listen and breathe.
Day 27 of my 31 day challenge complete.