Things Aren’t Always As They Seem…

Have you ever had the feeling that you was being taking advantage of? I feel like that all the time, especially this last year. It’s really wrong to take someone kindness and completely push them over. I’ve been babysitting for a while now and at first it was great. The little girl that I watch she was so sweet, shy and respectful now she has totally changed. It’s like she comfortable now (there is nothing wrong with getting comfortable, but you still need to know who is the babysitter and who is the baby that is being sat) so she doesn’t listen to me and she throws these fits out of nowhere, like seriously these fits are so bad to the point where you just want to give her what she wants just so she would shut up. Something happen to me today with this little girl, after she got finished her breakfast, it was time for her to get her clothes on. She didn’t want to put her tights with her skirt that has no short under it, mind you it was cold outside. She kept whining and being annoying so I was like “You know what just put on whatever you want I really don’t care, but don’t complain to me when you get cold since I told you to put on your clothes” ,so she did and we got outside and she was cold , well look who was right as always ….Me!

I’m seriously over this job and I can’t wait till it over so I can get on with my life. To be a babysitter you have to be flexible and ready to drop everything your doing just to watch the child (some days I’m a part time babysitter and the other days I’m full time which is sometime overwhelming because at first I was part time since I was only doing this for a couple hours a day, but on the days that she got sick…“sick” I was full time even if I had something to do that day I had to cancel many thing because it was just out of the blue). This is the last time I will be babysitting. I’m proud of myself though because there was days I just wanted to say nope I’m not going, but I stuck it out. I wanted to do, so the little girl that I babysit was going to be a trial run to see how I do, but if it anything like this hell no…nope…can’t do it… No sir. Don’t get me wrong I love kids and if I was to ever babysit again it would be my nieces or nephews or my grandchildren, but other people kids it’s just not for me I tried it and I’m not a fan.

The best feeling I had was last night when I looked on the calendar last night and I have 3 weeks left to babysit her ,unless they change the last date of school…again, plus I have my whole birthday week off Yaya Me!

Dream Job


My dream job is literally to get paid to sleep. I would love to not have to get out of bed and get that mula hunny (record scratch) I am just kidding…well I kind of kidding. I have a couple of dream jobs. My first one is a Zumba instructor. I love me some Zumba and I think it would really cool to be a Zumba instructor. If you ever did Zumba it’s like a fun way to exercise and if you ask me it very easy to learn to do, way better then a gym. I could do Zumba all day, every day.  My second dream job is to be a natural hair beautician. I recently went natural and I’ve been on YouTube looking at all the natural hair people on their so that I could learn what to do with my hair. I found out that I am really good at doing a lot of the styles and I really want to learn more and help other people that want to go natural and don’t know where to start or the ones that are natural but can’t do they hair like they want. My third dream job is to do nails, nail tech in the house!!!! No but for real I would love to learn how to do nails its real fascinating to me, but the only problem is I’m not sure I’ll be able to draw the designs. I don’t think that drawing …well is a talent that God gave to me, I’m going to keep trying though.  

Day 16 of my 31 day challenge complete