What Am I Waiting For?

You know….. I really don’t know.

Day 10 of my 31 day challenge complete.

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How Have You Changed In the Past Two Years?

short….sweet & to the point:

Learned how to not give a…. You Know.

Stop being a people pleaser.

I’m out here doing me, which I love.

Day 2 of my 31 day challenge complete.

Weird Things I Do When I’m Alone…

Now I wouldn’t call this “weird” but everyone has their own definition of what weird is so here I go:

–         I read Drama High Books.

–         I listen to my music and dance around my house….no shame at all.

–         I play Mario Karts on Wii and Dance Central 1&3 on Xbox 360.

–         Binge watch “scary” movies.

–         Binge watch shows on Netflix (Being Mary Jane, Scandal, Boondocks, Courage the Cowardly Dog etc.).

–         Play Cooking Dash and Covet Fashion on my iPad.

–         Sleep Zzzzzzz……

–         Procrastinate.

–         Think…Think and Think some more.

–         Watch Make-up Tutorials and Hauls on YouTube.

–         Clean and rearrange my room.

–         Bake, I love to bake and eat a lot.

Day 1 of my 31 day challenge complete.

I’m Not The Best….

I may not be the best

Writer, but I’m working on it.

Speaker, I’m shy, but I’ll still continue to get my point across.

Non-procrastinator, it’s a day by day process.

Speller, but seriously who is?

Drawer, stick figures are my thing.

Singer, my voice is beautiful to me.

Person that can remember everything because I have a lot on my mind.

Only someone who can truly accept their flaws will be able to see the big picture. Just because you’re not the best at something doesn’t make you a failure….it makes you human.

I Cry..You Cry…We All Cry

Last Time I Cried:

Sunday March 27, 2016 was the last time I cried. I remember I was making a sandwich and I just started crying because I just felt overwhelmed, life isn’t going the way I thought it would be going right now and I know that its gonna get better , but at that moment I just need to let it out. I let the opinions of what other think I should be doing and what I shouldn’t be doing right now in my life. The sad part was that I couldn’t talk to anyone in my five or so minute of my crying episode because it seemed like it was everyone making me feel like this overwhelming-ness and foreal I knew they wouldn’t understand.  I just feel like crying is a needed thing. When you cry you just feel better … well I know I do.

Day 28 of my 31 day challenge complete.

Pet Peeves

You Know What Really Grinds My Gears…

– When I wash the dishes then a couple hours later it’s like I didn’t even wash anything. I hate that I not the only on in the house that eats, but I’m the only one who washes dishes.  

-When I do a twist out on my hair and it comes out wrong. #naturalgirlproblems

-When I do crunches and I don’t have a perfect six pack.

– When I clean my room and then I forget where I put something so I have to destroy my room and find it ,then I forget what I’m looking for.

– There are part of my body that are expose by the sun that is darker than the rest of my body….why.

– When people give their unwanted opinions, just stop.

– Yesterday I could fit my clothes and today I can’t.

-Societies standards……..

– That I can’t do a back flip.

– When you shave and hair just comes back, but the hair on your head your hair grow hella slow.

–  When I go to the store to try on clothes and they never have my size or it makes me look weird (crying).

– After I eat food and I get tired but I have so much to do.

 Day 23 of my 31 day challenge completed.

Random Rant!!

Today is Tuesday which means that its trash day. I tell myself every week that I’m going ro gather up all those papers from like middle school and high school and throw them away but for some odd reason I’m always trying to convince myself that I will need it one day. The weirdest thing is that I usually forget about it and it just in a bin…in my closet….for months. Today I actually went and threw all the papers out and I have to say that I am very proud of myself. it was a very hard thing for me to do but I will live. The lesson that I’ve learned is this stop being a hoarder, its not cute. Don’t get it twisted though, I may have kept all those papers but they was very organized and everything was clean. I’m not that type of hoarder.

Day 8 of my 31 day challenge complete!