Where I Wish I Was…

I wish I was laying in bed reading my book “Teenage Love Affair” By Ni-Ni Simone. 

Day 25 of my 31 day challenge complete.


My Current Relationship

I am single and I love it. I mean being in a relationship is fun, but I really enjoy getting to know myself, I’m working on me and my goals. I’m only twenty years old so I am in no rush for a relationship.

Day 11 of my 31 day challenge complete.

Weird Things I Do When I’m Alone…

Now I wouldn’t call this “weird” but everyone has their own definition of what weird is so here I go:

–         I read Drama High Books.

–         I listen to my music and dance around my house….no shame at all.

–         I play Mario Karts on Wii and Dance Central 1&3 on Xbox 360.

–         Binge watch “scary” movies.

–         Binge watch shows on Netflix (Being Mary Jane, Scandal, Boondocks, Courage the Cowardly Dog etc.).

–         Play Cooking Dash and Covet Fashion on my iPad.

–         Sleep Zzzzzzz……

–         Procrastinate.

–         Think…Think and Think some more.

–         Watch Make-up Tutorials and Hauls on YouTube.

–         Clean and rearrange my room.

–         Bake, I love to bake and eat a lot.

Day 1 of my 31 day challenge complete.

I’m Not The Best….

I may not be the best

Writer, but I’m working on it.

Speaker, I’m shy, but I’ll still continue to get my point across.

Non-procrastinator, it’s a day by day process.

Speller, but seriously who is?

Drawer, stick figures are my thing.

Singer, my voice is beautiful to me.

Person that can remember everything because I have a lot on my mind.

Only someone who can truly accept their flaws will be able to see the big picture. Just because you’re not the best at something doesn’t make you a failure….it makes you human.

I Love It!

I love my natural hair. I started my natural hair journey in October 2015 and man when I was in my transitioning phase it was so hard dealing with two textured hair. The root of my hair where the natural heathy hair was the length of 4 and a half to 5 inches long then. My unhealthy (relaxed) hair was the rest of the way down and it was about 5 inches and it was very stringy. When I would do twist outs it would be beautiful from the healthy part, but at the relaxed end it looked all thin and blah. I didn’t like it so after transitioning for five months I decided at 11 o’clock p.m. on February 6, 2016 that I would big chop my hair well, my momma did it for me and I love it. I only have to deal with one texture and that my heathy hair. Right now my hair is getting longer and I love to wear it in a fro and a curly fro braid and flat twist. My next hair adventure is so get box braid are crochet twist so I can have my hair in a style for a while so it will grow more. I really can’t wait till my hair grows past my shoulders because the bigger the hair the more they stare. Embracing my natural side is one of the best things that I could do because I never knew my hair could be like this, it gives me confident and it makes me feel like a different woman because no style is ever the same.


When It Rains…

It’s been raining for three days on and off and I love it. The sound of the rain fall is like untold music to my ears. I think clearly when it’s raining, it’s like when the rain is pouring so does my thoughts. Though it looks all gloomy and dark outside this is a perfect time to stay in bed all day and watch Netflix, maybe even read a book or just think about life. I think that’s what I could spent half of my day since I still have to work today ,but just an hour or two will do.   

I read a quote by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow “The best thing one can do when it’s raining is to let it.” This is so true. What I got from this quote is that you can’t stop the rain. The rain is just something you have no control over just like life you can’t control things that you don’t have control over, so just go with the flow. As I was sitting here on these rainy days I’ve been thinking a lot about my life and there is just so much that need to be done and I know that it will get done if it was meant to be done, but I have no control over certain situations and I have to just see how it plays out. It kind of weird though because I am that person who I need to know “Who? What? Where? When? And Why?” I need to learn how to chill is what I need to do.

Random Rant!!

Today is Tuesday which means that its trash day. I tell myself every week that I’m going ro gather up all those papers from like middle school and high school and throw them away but for some odd reason I’m always trying to convince myself that I will need it one day. The weirdest thing is that I usually forget about it and it just in a bin…in my closet….for months. Today I actually went and threw all the papers out and I have to say that I am very proud of myself. it was a very hard thing for me to do but I will live. The lesson that I’ve learned is this stop being a hoarder, its not cute. Don’t get it twisted though, I may have kept all those papers but they was very organized and everything was clean. I’m not that type of hoarder.

Day 8 of my 31 day challenge complete!